• Ripped

    I feel as though my heart is ripped and torn…Relationships I thought were good and healthy…But then you showed me something better…pursuing you with my all is so much more rewarding…when I have you no one can take you away from me…Jesus is my everything…

    Sometimes I feel hurt, feel abandoned feel alone…but I can’t find what I need in things of this world…for this world will always let me down…but when I seek you first you will sustain me…always be there for me…loving on me when I am lonely…you are my soul; salvation and strength…

    I know when my heart feels ripped, I see this thing called sin in my life God it got you whipped…I am so sorry for the pain I have caused you with all my sin…I need you to rip out the things in my life…that cause you pain, the things that are in my life that aren’t of you…

    It may hurt sometimes to let go of things that have become habits…but I know that this is what I need to do…the pain I’ve caused you hurts me so much…I want sin out of my life…please rip the sin out…because of what you did on the cross… I am no longer enslaved to the sinful man…

    It is so essential to let you into my secret places…so you can rip the sin out of my life so I may let you guide me… I need to ask for healing from times I feel my heart has been stomped on…I look at your example of humbleness…and I see an attitude of brokenness…I need for you to rip away the sin from my life…please heal my heart from the relationships I have been a part of…

    Please rip me from this world, wrap your healing arms around me…as you rip out the things in my life that aren’t of you…please help me to see things that aren’t of you…please heal every wound…as I look to you for words of healing…Your death has taught me how to love…

     
  • Outta control

    Life is raging outta my control…You Oh Lord please take my life…
    That I may give the reins to You…You are my God please help me through…
    It does not make sense…trying to control my own destiny…For you know I cannot live life on my own…

    Outta control is my life without You…I want to give you my secrets…
    Everything I have is yours…I don’t know how You do it…But please work me through it…There are so many problems I see in this world going astray…Please teach me how to show them that there is no other way…

    This world is getting outta control…Please Lord keep it from crashing…
    Please show me something so I know you are in control…
    Kinda…sick of bein in control…because God is my guide…
    I don’t know how to explain this song inside of me…I just want others to see what God has done for me…

    I don’t know how I am gonna make it…Outta control I sail into the darkness…
    But I know you are the giver of light…the author of my life…
    Please come quickly…I give you full control…I want nothing more…My life is mine no longer…I fully surrender all I am to you…I know you can steer me in the right direction…

    How Lord, do I give my life to you…and make you all I pursue…the center of all I do…
    I don’t know how I am gonna do it…it will be so hard…but I wanna do it…
    There is not a moment…I know where I am headed…But you know exactly where I am going with my life…