Sometimes I feel as if my faith is only skin deep (13)
Sometimes I need something much bigger than myself Lord (13)
Sometimes I feel as if good works make me what I am (13)
I don’t know how to keep this faith real not just a fix (13)

Tired of thinking of what I could’ve been (11)
I don’t want to think of what I should’ve been Lord (11)
When all is said and I stand before you spent (11)
Break this phase that I’m in, I turn and repent (11)

A roller coaster of emotion, I need to sort things out (14)
I want this life to be all it was created to be (14)
When I stand; judgment day, I long to hear you say well done (14)
This is the person I was called to be after your heart (14)

The relationship I have with God, is not just a one way street (16)
The real fulfillment starts; I ask myself how I can live for him (16)
After I get over it not being about myself but you (16)
So many times I try to find true joy, in what I have to gain (16)

(Dedicated to Kristin Noonan)