Another song when I was dealing with suicide.

I just discovered what/the meaning of pain is/and I have just figured out the reason/for the tests in our lives/each trial that we face is preparing us/for another situation, and if you take a minute/you can begin to see the big picture/and it when it is not crystal clear/we must remember that God/will draw us near wherever we are at in life/and when we are hurting/it is then we experience true healing/if I fell to the bottom of myself/would I learn to grab a hold of you/When I feel like I am down/I need to look to you for my loving peace/So I am asking you/have you met my God/have you trusted in Him/have you met your maker/do you know why/the reason that He died/because He wanted to show His love/have you met the reason/that you’re breathing/and have you met the alpha/who is the beginning/and the Omega oh you are the end/Have you seen the reason/you were put upon this earth/have you a reason/for the faith that you claim/have you met my savior/have you met my redeemer/have you met my lover/have you met the church His bride/ If there was more to life/than who you have met/would you want me to tell you/that there is so much more/I cannot see past my situations/but I can see my liberation/within your hands as you carry me/we killed you with three nails/then you put right these tilted scales/if I could remember the first time/the pastor asked me if we had met before/would my answer be yes or no/I can’t seem to break enough/to see your love pouring out/of your hands upon the cross/and I don’t know why I have to cry/before I see clearly/ I have been trying for so long/on my own tired and going nowhere/but I can see/the light at the end of the tunnel/and I have to go through the valley/You have carried me through/because I have taken your hand/and I am not going to take my life/because it is not my own/because of the love you’ve shown/has cleansed me with forgiveness/for all I have ever done/I have seen what it means/to be hanging by a thread/but I was not missing in the balance/God had worked it out/before I stressed out/He knew everything all along/