Ok so this is meant to be talkin’ to God, but I think that people need to be able to verbalize how they feel sometimes.

All these emotions that I feel are messin with me
Thought that you were the cause of my life’s frustrations
Asked for you to leave me alone, because that is what I felt I needed
I thought you were messin’ with my mind

Told you to stop messin with me
Told you I didn’t want anything to do with you
You quietly stood there waiting for me to come
You gently held your arms out, and whispered for me to come

If I would’ve thought about how hard it was for you on Calvary
I should know that you’re there for me
So many times I let distractions hide me from the truth
I don’t know how to embrace the truth, when  I am cryin’ on my knees

You want me to return to your throne room because we need to talk
It’s been too long since you and me went on a walk
I will hold your heart is exactly what you told me
I don’t know how to respond, but I give you what remains