Hit me
I didn’t want to leave you alone in your room sobbing for someone better
I didn’t want for me to be the one who left you in your shattered state
Alas it was when I lost you, it finally hit me You never really loved me to begin with
Your affections were with someone who you met on the train
I should’ve listened to my heart when it told me this was over
I wanted to come back while asking myself the question how many more lovers have you left behind
It gripped me like a hand reaching out of the wall
You couldn’t see what it was that had taken me by surprise
You couldn’t see but deep inside you knew the feel of rejection gripping your soul
The fingers squeezing the life out of you and your long lost romance
The mood was then set for a double murder; the thing you held onto now turned it’s back on you
The reality hit me like a ton of bricks
The nature of the fallen that once intrigued my very soul
The ghost like figures that have risen from the closet
The scars that remain from me putting my hope in something I thought would last
There was a cloud that darkened the view I once had of freedom
All was black, and I wondered if I would ever see the truth
A grave that had been dug for you, now buried us both
Six feet underneath the surface, are you really someone else
Or are you the same person who took everything from me
Leaving me with nothing; and taking all you could
wow bud, i know exactly what this feels like…i wrote a poem to the girl that hurt me and one of the lines was “You didn’t stab me in the back, you looked me deep in my eyes and stabbed me in the heart”