Pre Chorus:
I would love to explain the things that are happening to me
If I knew the reasons behind all these hard times I may stop trusting
I wish I had a way to explain it all away and a shoulder to cry upon
I am beginning to realize that there is no one who knows these pains like you
Chorus:
If I had all the time in the world would I stop long enough for you tell me why
I go through the things that I struggle with
I cannot believe these obstacles
Keep getting in my way and I cannot explain it any better than you can
I need to confess something to you my Lord, I have not listened to you anyway
Verse 1:
I have heard you knocking and ignored your voice telling me to change
I have not been able to change because I have been believing a lie
That the struggles that I deal with will never go away I have been living in
a shadow Of fear and condemnation and each time I mess up I sell myself short
Verse 2:
I have been allowing the devil a foothold in my life and
I will not let him in anymore I have a choice to make and I will listen to my
Savior the one who died for me I refuse to believe that because I have not let
you come into this situation you love me any less I can rest in your arms and
I am crying and I am tired of running away from you
Inspired by Ben Glover’s song “Lying to myself” off the Album “26 Letters”