There are times when I just want to end everything
There are times when the weight seems too much
There are times when I get caught in the middle of a tug-of-war
My mind playing tricks on me and messing with my heart
I am frustrated with the way things are
I am frustrated with the way the process i playing out
I am beyond grieved because my house seems so empty
I am beyond myself because I can’t seem to find any rest
If there was hope for me, could I see it
If there was grace for me, could I receive it
If there was love for me, could I accept it
If there was peace for me, could I recognize it
There have been many twists and turns lately
There have been many unknowns that have me asking questions
There have been many instances that I have chosen not to trust
There have been many situations that have seemed to keep me down
My heart is breaking and my mind is racing
My mind is jumping from one thing to another
Why can’t I just focus, on the waves that come my way
Why do I keep looking for the calm to my storm