The quarentine has got me isolated
Asking questions of how long, what time and when it will be lifted
I know I’m supposed to be out here, but the real question is can I really afford it
I know God is telling me to wait, and it will be worth it in the end
Right now I don’t see an end in sight unless I make one
Right now I can’t see a healthy way forward for my breaking heart
Right now I am having trouble thinking that I truly matter
Right now I am trying to keep a positive attitude
I can only say so much to try to ease away the pain
I can only sit so long to try to caputre what I am feeling
I can only stand for a bit then my legs get tired
It seems that I can only learn from the mistakes that I have made before
It’s hard to be away from the ones you love and grew up with
It’s hard to be real about how you feel, when you worry it may drag others down
It’s harder to be confident you’re doing the right thing when you’re standing all alone
On a road that must be traveled, all you see is another twisty turn