Written while I was dealing with a lot of emotions.
Sometimes I feel like I am on the top of the world and don’t have a care
Other times I question everything especially the reasons my life isn’t like I think it should be
The memories of my past, stand in the way of what lies ahead in the future
The walls that I made that once trapped me inside and I refused to let others see
Sometimes I just cry myself to sleep
My heart is so tired I don’t know if the next emotional conversation will finish in time
My mind has been racing, and it’s hard to find time to rest
Sometimes I just need someone to listen and be my friend
I feel like I am alone in this life sometimes
I feel like things are my fault the things that didn’t go the way I would hope
I feel guilty because of my brokenness and ashamed to let others in
Ashamed of my past, because I thought if any one got to know me they would turn away
Sometimes I feel held by my Savior but to be honest it has been a while
Sometimes I feel tossed by my emotional sea of wreckage
Sometimes I am hopeful, and sometimes I feel like nothing is going right
There is hope help me remember that it will get better