Written at a time when I have a lot of questions about how I am feeling.
I feel like telling a story…come with me and we can laugh together…I feel like walking on the road…because this road is familiar to me…a winding journey and the views are clear…sometimes I just walk in silence…because my thoughts are getting loud…would anyone want to understand…
I feel like I’m falling…asleep at the wheel of this life…because I feel so exhausted…this life and my sins are weighing heavy…would you point me to the heavens…would you offer your support…or would you turn and walk away…I am only asking because I’ve seen it happen…in fact more than you ever know…
I feel so conflicted…my mind and my heart need to be on the same page…the truth of my salvation…tends to get clouded by several situations…I know I can never lose it…but sometimes I feel like I’ve misplaced it…the rulebook and blue print for my life…would you remind me that you’re holding it…
I feel like I am dying…but I know that you have made me living…I feel like I am on the edge…but I forget that I am secure in your arms…trying to love myself…the hardest thing right now…is to remember that I am more than worth it…the cross has helped open my eyes to see…