Written after losing a friend.
I just want to scream and pretend that everything was back to normal
I just want to express my hurt without the fear of being judged
I just want to understand my emotions and know my concerns are valid
I just want to go to bed, trying to understand the events that led to this
I just want to be able to live again
I just want to be able to give again
I just want to be real without someone offering opinions instead of a hand to hold
I just want to be able to feel again, this world has left me numb
I just want to let others inside of my mind for a minute
If I offered you a tour, would you be afraid to go inside
I just want to hurt, would you sit beside me or offer your advice
When I feel like I could curl up and cry, would you try to understand
I just want to experience my life even with the hurt that it sometimes brings
I just want to be able to hope again, because it is has been so long
I just want to be a friend to the needy but right now I feel like I am that person
I just want to understand what it’s like to be happy again