I created

Written at a time when I was going through a lot of blaming myself and my emotions were screaming lies.

I am not responsible for others
I am not going to blame myself for actions I didn’t do
I created a monster but I realized that monster was myself
I looked in the mirror but I didn’t like what I saw

I created a room for my thoughts, feelings, and emotions
I created a cell that grew bigger as I put stuff inside
I created a den of lies that I would believe until I could face the truth
I created a chasm between my reality and what was really true

I don’t have to feel like I am trapped inside any longer
I don’t have to feel like I am all alone just me and my feelings
I don’t have to feel like I am the only one to blame for mistakes others made
I don’t have to feel like I am the only one who has ever been hurt

I don’t have to blame others
I don’t have to blame myself either
I can forgive others but I am learning to forgive my past
I am working toward making friends with the monster that hidden emotions made me

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