On display

Written at a time when I wanted to be real but was afraid.

People will tell you…your over thinking…people will try to give advice that they think you need to hear…and it can get overwhelming…they haven’t lived your life…they haven’t been hurt the way you have dear…trying to make sense…to drown out the noise…going on inside your mind…

Trying to see the world…but it’s like a kaleidescope…full of broken pieces…that never seem to come into focus…looking at life…through a broken lens…when you feel like your life…is underneath the microscope…or the magnifying glass…whatever way you want to look at it…

On display with your heart laid out…the people who doubt you…do you really need them in your inner circle…trying to live out another person’s life…will leave you unfulfilled and lonely…are you scared of reality…and when will you face it…true friends will be honest…but sometimes it hurts…

On display with your emotions…for the world to see the real you…is the way that I believe we were meant to live…but lately I have been trying to hide…because I thought if I made a wall…a room with no doors or windows…I would be able to heal…and I could ignore the pain of real emotions…

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