Stay awake

So lately I’ve been having trouble sleeping…so many things going on…so many scenarios that may never happen…but we all need rest…we all got things we want to share…we all got secrets we hide…we all got to wake up…push through another day…when it’s time to rest we got to…

Stay awake or you’re going to miss something…sometimes we put our identity in our successes…other times we can’t see past our insecurities…so many times when we try to stay awake…we miss our time to recharge…when things aren’t always looking up…

Stay awake but let yourself also rest…we can tell each other in the morning…when we are trying to stay awake…what good is it…if you have to be so exhausted…your mind won’t remember…we all could use a break…we all could use some rest…we all could use some grace…for ourselves and others…

Trying to keep my eyes open…when I haven’t slept for weeks…trying to see ahead…but so focused on the past…my eyes bloodshot…is where I’m at right now…in the healing process…sometimes sleep comes easier…but did we miss it while we were trying to stay awake…