You don’t deserve these tears Lexi Jade
You thought if you told me you loved me enough…I would give you everything I had…it worked for a bit…but then I realized that’s not real love…while it felt to my heart like it was…there were imperfections hiding beneath the surface…you didn’t have to take all my money…in order for me to love you…
You thought that you could get a rise…when you told me that I hurt you…would my heart show compassion…again and again and time after time…it wasn’t that I was heartless…the things that happened happened…there isn’t denying mistakes were made on your end…
You thought you could use your wiles to control me…manipulate me and try to emasculate me…I admit I am not perfect…but it doesn’t change the past…I’m not trying to dwell in the past…but you went fast…swooped in like a hawk…when you thought I wasn’t looking…
You told me that I was your world…told me I’ll see you in my dreamland…and I thought the same of you…but as I am looking back…the things you wanted from me…would never be enough…you tried to tie my love to money…when it ran out so did your view of love…