Numb little bug Em Biehold
Do I need a medication change/do I have enough to get me through the week/is there a holiday/will the pharmacy be open on the weekend/things don’t always go according to the plan/I finish the day exhausted but can’t sleep/when my body hurts/
Do I have the strength/do I have what it takes/when my meds run low/sometimes I forget to take them/I’ll be okay/every day is new/full of choices/but I hate making them/the people who can help/don’t work 24/7/but when they are there when I need them/
Do I have to live in fear/can I take break/from this thing called life/I ain’t suicidal but I don’t wanna get out of bed/some days are better than others/sometimes when the chips are down/the wind shifts/and you can’t help but notice/when things don’t go your way/
If I fall asleep/will I have nightmares/some nights I don’t want to rest/because I am trying my best/to do things that help my mental health/but gravity weighs me down/I wish I could float/and have my head in the clouds/but sometimes I wonder/do I belong six feet under/