Scared of my guitar Olivia Rodrigo
It’s easier to escape reality…when we’re online…than it is to face it sometimes…even if you can’t see someone…it becomes a matter of how how much you want to share…somethings can get lost…and others I try to hide on purpose…
With you though…It’s not the same thing…you know me so well…my facial expressions give me away…even if wanted to I don’t want to lie to you…relationships are based on trust…so that when I am hurting…you’d be the first to know…
Tried to hide for so long…tried to change and shape an alternate reality…but I was hurting and afraid…that people would judge me…try to change my mind…thought no one would ever notice…if I took a break from wearing my emotions on my sleeve…
I never realized that…people aren’t always authentic…and they sometimes prefer that over honesty…I never wanted to hurt anyone…but in the end…not being honest hurts me the most…I wish it wasn’t so but that’s the reality…that I will choose to face…