buzz kill baby McKenna Grace
I always wonder if people have the best intentions/or are they looking to harsh my mellow/trying to sort through emotions/that flood my mind like the ocean/when it rains it pours/like a dam that’s been broken/the feelings come in waves/
Trying to hold myself together/when my world is falling apart around me/when my mind wanders/I can’t help but wonder/is there a reason for my struggles/when you got no one to offer snuggle/Some days better than others/but it’s still a grind/
I didn’t want to hurt you/but now I am trying to save myself/from the crater you left/when you linked my love to money/that isn’t love/and now I am learning to glue myself back together/when my heart breaks/trying my best to pump the brakes/
Does it hurt you/that I am hurting/but not because I lost you/I am trying to figure out a way forward/to proceed with cautious optimism/as you tell me that you loved me/to cry myself to sleep/I won’t be able to move on/is that what you’re hoping/I will make it through this too/