Some days I choose to shut people out/because the fear of being vulnerable/seems to get the best of me/I try to keep everything under wraps/because there are times/when in the past/the reality was too confusing/if you had known/and shown that you cared for my heart in the past/
Had you known when I go silent/it’s not like me/when I stop writing/when I stopped posting those annoying emojis in our texts between us/did you ever think something is wrong/when I didn’t come to the party/were you having to much fun to miss me/
Had you known I was struggling/sometimes the signs are crystal clear/other times you kind of have to dig/but if you dig too much too fast/I may snap at you/and may shut you out more/sometimes this feeling can be identified/other times it sneaks up on me/
Had you known would you be able to help me/sometimes I just need some time/other times all I need is space/so many emotions trying to poke through/because they’ve been buried for so long/every time they spring up/I try to stomp them down/