People ask me if I have written anything lately/I tell them that I’m kind of in a fog/I tell them my thoughts/flooding my mind/haven’t really wanted to flow to the paper lately/some people would be content/if I never told them what was going on/
I’ve got so much life to live/I feel like I have nothing left to give/because my mind is racing/my heart struggling to keep pace/with the tragedy/that I should keep everything inside/bottle it up/let it flow and then everyone will know/what I am up against/
Walls closing in/the words stuck inside my head/the feelings of my soul/that used to have an avenue/that never really disappeared/but the safety of my heart is most important/that’s what my true friends would tell me/but it’s so hard when you are too overwhelmed/to let others know what’s on your mind/
I’ve got so much to look forward to/but lately my medication/isn’t exactly making things easier/going through the change/asking myself will things ever level out/will my emotions continue to pile up/when it feels there are no more words to say/