Written at a time while it felt like I was trying my best, it felt like people were expecting me to do better or try harder. Then I realized that those expectations were set by me, not by others.
Some situations scare the daylights out of me/others make me uncomfortable and so I look to avoid them/but somethings need to be dealt with/I thought I had gotten past things/turns out I just buried things deeper/suppressed it and hoped it wouldn’t re-surface anytime soon/
Trying my best to be brave
Trying my best to be strong
Trying my best to be confident
Trying my best to step into the unknown
Trying to be everything to everyone/will leave me feeling unfulfilled/
Trying to rescue everyone/will leave me gasping for air myself/
Trying to understand the chaos/will leave me more confused/
Trying to live my life as others would/will leave me disappointed/