Inspired by the song Dear Life by Haley Mae Campbell
Woke up this morning and I couldn’t tell if it was light outside/the cloud cover was creeping in/sometimes I wonder if it’s even worth it/to wake up and start the day/when you are both tired and somewhat disoriented/when you long for the things that used to keep you content/
Not everything is glamorous/meaning some days just are dreary and gray/searching for motivation/thinking that I’ll be okay/someday when I have something to look forward to/when the days drag on and on/the clock seems to have stopped/
Sometimes I wonder if someone could ever understand/because it can be hell inside this head of mine/some days I want to lock it in/pack it in when my head hits the pillow at the end of the day/but some days/I don’t wanna talk/even if you ask me what’s on my mind/
Hiding will never help me heal/but sometimes being alone/helps me re-evaluate my choices/but other times I long for the connection/the community that is meant for me/people who will fully accept me/people who understand days I just show up/