Sometimes I forget how precious I am to you
There are trials in my life that change my view of reality
I sometimes ride a rollercoaster of emotions, leaving me dizzy and looking for something more
My circumstances are constantly changing around me,
My perception of you sometimes is as wavy as the ocean around me
I know how precious I am to you, but then I seem to forget it too,
I understand you came to die on the cross, because you love me
I want to be somethiing to you, and even though I know that I will be
Feelings so many times seem to guide my mind and doesn’t change reality
Somedays I know your near to me, but others I stray so far away
You are longing for me to come back to you
And my heart is aching because I know I miss you
But my actions lately, have spoken otherwise
So many things that I want to change, but you are the only one who can change what’s inside
I need a change of heart, and I am in need of a brand new start
You gave me grace, when I spit in your face
You love me unconditionally, when my love for you sometimes based on situations
Needing your hand to guide me, but refusing to reach out and take it
The world is hurting, but who will tell them about how precious they are to you if I don’t
I want to tell, but first I need to make things right with you.