I woke up today expecting to get things done
I woke up today to have my day in the sun
I went to the bookstore and got easily distracted
I went to the restaurant to get something to eat
I went into the Starbucks to hop online and chill
I wanted to clear my head so I could think
Sipping on some hot chocolate and trying to listen to my music
Turned out Itunes needed an update and the Starbucks was really loud
If it was easy to follow you Jesus everyone would do it
If life was simple would we see our sin and our need to come to You
I look around and my heart is broken because so many people need you
As I have my headphones on in my own little bubble
My eyes are trying to stay open my mind trying hard to focus
My parents are out of town and Christmas is coming soon
I don’t understand why when I try to write I have to put up a big fight with my mind
I wanted to let people know about you but life got in the way today
I feel like I am selfish I feel like I don’t deserve the time to do what you’ve called me to do
It’s been a hard road to get to where I am
It’s been a long time since I felt like my wife was safe if I left for while
Learning to trust her to someone else’s care is hard