There are some days I want things to be the same with no hiccups…days rarely turn out that way…
Other days I think I am ready for adventure…but when things start falling apart so do I…
Another time I may take it in stride…leave my emotions behind and try to remain calm…
I don’t understand why my idea of things…seem so different than yours…
Another time I will be ok…I wanted it to be today…
So many trials seem to trip me up…in my pursuit of writing and crying out to you…
I know that there are things I need to change…in my life so I can learn to love you better…
I don’t like it when things are constantly changing…I want things to remain constant…
I need you to change my heart…as I ask for a fresh start…
I want to learn love the way you do…help me see you make everything new…
Will you please change me…so you can use me to accomplish what you’ve called me to do each day…
Help break me of my pride of my arrogant attitude…help break me of my wanting things the same…
Another time I may be ok if you change me…but right now I am scared…
Another time it may be better…as I live my life as I want…
I can no longer live the way I want to…I need you to change me to live my life for you…
Timing sometimes is an excuse to stay the same…