Fresh starts and new beginnings

The world is constantly changing, evolving, rotating around me
Sometimes I don’t like the way things are going, and others I choose to go with the flow
Trying to figure out the next steps is very hard sometimes, but I will trust the One who knows
I am trying to get into a routine, but something has to happen because what’s going on isn’t working

I know I am making progress one step at a time, but it feels like I’m falling backwards
I know there is something that I need that I can’t put a finger on
When do I learn the definition of insanity, trying the same things over and over and expecting different results
I keep moving but at times, I am so overwhelmed that I want to give up and go back to the past

I know that we are making progress as a team, as my marriage keeps on growing
I just don’t feel comfortable letting new people in from the get go
It’s hard to explain, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t need to be addressed
I am living my life, and I am becoming more stressed instead of less

I want to learn to accept fresh starts and new beginnings
I know it will be an improvement, but it’s still scary
While I want things to change, I am sometimes much afraid of the unknown
I know I have a team to help me, and sometimes I need to trust God even if it means I need to change something

It’s so hard for me to articulate at times what I need to say
Have trouble adjusting to something to new
I want you Lord to teach me, You’re a God of second chances
Fresh starts and new beginnings are your specialty

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