We sometimes have triggers that set our world on fire/we sometimes feel so much pain/other days your heart feels numb/when will it begin to heal/
Why can’t we just be happy/there is a lot of hidden hurt/that you don’t know how to share/and sometimes the people you trusted/are the ones that hurt you the most/
It’s hard to hope/when your heart doesn’t feel anymore/it sometimes feels like your safe/by keeping your thoughts to yourself/sometimes the pain that we feel/
actually does get better/sometimes it never goes away/
Through it all there is a God who cares/and who wants you to share your pain with him/I am not saying that it makes it any easier/it’s been a tough road for me as
well/so many people who I thought were my friends/turned their back on me/tried to open up/only to get shut down by their responses/There is a God who hears what
you say in private/and He understands what you’re going through/if God is for us/who can be against us/even if the world has turned/and you wanted to see a difference/
We serve a God who knows what it means to be rejected/made fun of and ridiculed/
How could the people who I trusted for so long/be there for me sometimes but other times hurt me/I don’t want to talk about it/it hurts my heart too much/it makes me
sad to even think about what happened/I don’t want to go through this alone/but that’s how I feel/like nobody would take the time/or have the words to say/if i chose
to share my heart/it hurts so much/but together maybe we can make it a little easier/I am not saying that you need to blindly trust/sometimes the first step is to
know you’re hurt/and sometimes we are miles apart in our pasts/
I am broken and my heart is shattered/my mind likes to play tricks on me/for I haven’t been able to sleep for days/does it even matter/that my pain has me so sad/
I don’t want to move on/I don’t want to take another step/I don’t know what will happen if I take another breath/I don’t want to share my heart anymore/because the
events of my past/have shattered me to my core/I have hurt for so long/that I have forgotten how to feel/because I have made myself numb to my pain/and tried to pretend
it doesn’t even matter/