I thought

Written at a time in my life when I thought I knew what my life was going to hold

I thought that my Savior had left me
I thought that my Savior had abandoned me
I thought I knew what my Savior went through when He chose to die to for my sins
I thought that if I cried out for help, He would be nowhere to be found

The things I thought I knew, it turns out isn’t how my Savior works
The things I thought I had figured I could count on, would never fall away
The things I thought made sense are flipped upside down when you enter the kingdom
The things I thought were safe, turned out to be the very things that are slowly killing me

I thought my life was over the day I got divorced
I thought my life could never be whole again
I am realizing that the only things that matter are God’s thoughts about His children
I am only just beginning to catch a glimpse of a life God can refine

I thought I was the best and God reminded me I don’t have to be
I thought I was the greatest and God told me that He was and I didn’t have a chance
I thought my emotions were reality, but my thoughts were screaming
I thought the voices inside my head were telling me that I was worthless

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