Written at a time when I was feeling abandoned and alone.
Do you hear a noise, I am the one crying in the corner of a happy room
A place full of people but yet I feel all alone
I ask myself the question does anyone even see me
I ask myself that question when I feel I can’t find the words to say
Would you come over and check on me
Would you come over and ask if I needed someone to listen
Would you come over and ask if you could buy me a drink
Or would you come over and tell me that I shouldn’t be crying I should be happy
I have heard it all before, I grew up with the knowledge of the truth
I am struggling right now, because I feel like my God has broke me
I am trying to love others, with His love but inside I am scared to love myself
I am trying to put my heart out there, because right now it could use some care
Do you see me when I am angry and standing on my own
Do you want to approach me and possibly get the cold shoulder
Would you be willing to ask me what was going on, knowing I may not answer
Would you be okay, if I told you I felt let down and I’m doing the best I could