Written when I was struggling to think what I was thinking was normal and okay.
I feel like the thoughts in my mind should just stay where they are
I feel like if I were to share them I may feel abandoned, judged, and misunderstood
I feel like if you were to know me and the things that I was trying to hide
I feel like if you wanted to know you would’ve asked me, but I don’t know if I’d tell
It’s okay my child I am not angry
It’s okay my child I made you the way I did and would do it all again
It’s okay to question if I exist, I’ll be there to hold your thoughts and questions
It’s okay to wonder why things happen, even then I know they’re hard
It’s okay to think about the present, I hold the future
It’s okay to think about the reality that you are facing, you don’t have to face alone
It’s okay to cry and let the tears flow down your cheeks, remember I understand that too
It’s okay to let go of your burdens and let me carry them for you
Leave them at the cross, because I carried them there
Leave them at my feet, because I will carry you to a life of healing
Leave your worries and remember that I hear your prayers
Leave your anxious thoughts, and I will tell you the promises that are true about you