Written after losing a friend.
If I had to choose between my heart and others
If I had to choose between taking care of myself or everyone else
If I had to make a choice between what I thought I needed and what I thought was right
If I had to make a decision that could cost me everything or would I try to play it safe
If I had to choose one emotion that I am feeling
If I had to choose one place my heart is tender
If I had to choose one thing in my future, that I could make better than my past
If I had to would I choose to love or would I choose to hate
So many times this world can be confusing
So many times this world can be hurtful
So many times this world can be cruel
So many times this world can be bane of my existence
If I had to choose a single emotion I would say hurt
If I had to describe the way that I feel like dirt
If I had the option of being listened to and treasured
Would I choose to be ignored and discarded because it was all a dream