Written after losing a friend.
Can’t fall asleep at night, staring at the sky
My eyes are clouded because of the tears that I cry
Was it worth it in the end to figure out what I needed
Was it worth it in my mind to shed so many raw emotions
Was it worth me standing up for what I knew was right
Was it worth the pain that I am feeling now
Was it worth it to know that I’m not crazy
Was it worth it to remember the times we had together
I guess we can wait and see when the clouds are lifted
I guess we can try to ride this life out and learn to ride the waves
Will it be okay to slow down to try to catch my footing
Will it be okay to try to look ahead but knowing it’s not a race
Was it worth my time and energy I invested
Was it worth my sorrows and my heartache if it doesn’t turn out okay
I don’t know all the answers now
I don’t know all the questions that I want to ask
Was it worth the judgement that I am feeling
Was it worth the fun times that we had