Written at a time when when I wanted to process some hurt that I was feeling inside my heart.
(Talking to God)
I told you to go away
I told you to disappear
I told you to get lost
I told you to burn
(God to me)
I knew you would make it
I taught you how to love
I showed you the cross
I offered you forgiveness
(Talking to God)
I don’t feel like talking especially right now because I am hurting
I don’t feel like climbing in your lap, because I don’t think you could ever understand
I don’t feel like I am worthy because of how I made the choice to hurt you
I don’t feel like I am able to come back home I have wandered oh so far
(God to me)
I hurt with you my child
I want you to be able to cry I want to hold you close
You are my child, because I conquered death to be with you
You are always welcome, the door is always open
(Talking to God)
Why did you choose to leave heaven above
Why did you choose to love me just the way I am
Why did you choose to die because I know I don’t deserve it
Why did you choose to find me when I wanted to hide
(God to me)
I chose to come and save you because I love you
I chose to offer you grace, mercy, and an everlasting love
I chose to die on the cross, because I want you to know I want you with me
I chose to find you because I made you, just the way I wanted