Written as I was thinking about a lot of things.
The first time I said I missed you
I remember it so well the days that followed were like a living hell without you
The first time that we talked on the phone, my heart started racing
The first time that you told me that you wanted to be there for me meant so much to me
I look at you, and it’s like I am seeing you for the first time
I wait for your phone call or text, it’s like I’m waiting for the first time with anticipation
The first time you called me, I couldn’t believe it because it was like 4am
The first time I heard your voice, it was like we were on an adventure together
I won’t remember every anniversary, I may not remember every birthday starting out
I will learn what dates you don’t want me to forget
I will learn what things are important to you, girl
I am willing to be patient with myself, and I am asking you to give me some time
The first time you gave me your number
I was scared to be the first to call, I didn’t want to bug you
The first time you told me that you wanted to talk
I will look forward to our first time seeing each other for the first time in forever