If I was myself…would you like me…if I was honest…would it scare you away…if you knew what it was like…when my world came crashing down…and my heart was broken…laying in millions of pieces…looking like a F5 disaster area…and would you be there to help me piece my life…back together after I could finally see again…
Would you like to dig through the trauma…the pain that lies beneath…the building I have tried to construct…on top without clearing away the debris first…and would you understand…if there were things that I forgot that I hadn’t told you…
I think I am ready…now after the disaster…after the dust has settled…but I realize that there are things below…that I was trying to hide and cover up…pretend they didn’t bother me…tried to brush them off…act like they didn’t hurt me…it will be scary at times…