Written right before I went up to visit Nanny. I was waiting for my sister and brother in-law to get home from Mexico.
My mind is full of questions, that I may never find the answers even though I look
On this earth, there is so much pain and suffering, do some people suffer more
On this side of eternity, will I ever see the purpose that you have planned
On your last day on earth, Jesus were you sad
On the cross when you died for me, what made you follow through
Looking at the people who hated you, and I am forever thankful for your life
Would you hold me now, would you hold me close
Would you tell me all the reasons that you gave your son for me
Could I ask you what it was like delivering the Israelites
Could I ask you what it was like when you were hanging on the cross
I know your love is strong, but I am having trouble understanding the depths
I know your word is true, but why don’t I listen to your voice telling me to come
There are so many mysteries, that show how much you love me
There are many times, I forget to pour out my heart and ask and wait
There are times, when my fear gets in the way and clouds my view of you
There are situations that I wish I wasn’t in, but I know you have a reason