I am strugglin’ to keep my head above water and I feel like I’m drowning
There are days when I feel the world will suck me under, holding me down
Times when I feel like giving up, to play dead and float on the top
People are screaming “you’re not good enough”, “you need to try to harder”
I understand that this world seems unfair
I have figured out that we are fallen, ruined by the fall
I have been wounded by the words of others
Trying my best to look ahead to try to comprehend your words that it will work out
In the end, justice will be served
In the end, the broken will be healed
In the end, the crying will cease
In the end, you will win
I am trying so hard to look past the imperfection sin has caused
I am realizing that I don’t have to have it all figured out
I need to learn to trust you for my next breath
I would like to comprehend what you mean when you tell me in the end you’ll be new