Written at a point in my life when I was feeling crummy both physically and mentally. I went to the doctor, and it’s helping me.
Been a while since I felt myself, been a while since I felt like doing much
Been even longer since I felt like I had enough energy to live my life the way
Been a while since I woke up feeling rested, and each day will get better I am sure
Been a long time since I felt like I could enjoy my life just where I am at
Been a while since I felt the energy that has been missing for so long
Been a minute since I was in a place where I could make plans
Been a long time since I felt like I could really express my anxiousness
Been a while since I felt like I could make an effort to begin my new adventure
Is it all behind me, I don’t think it is but each day is a step closer to feeling myself
Is it going to get better all at once, I think it’s a journey
Am I trying too hard to find myself because it’s been missing for what seems like forever
Am I starting my new adventure, or is it all just an illusion in my mind
Been a while since I could allow myself to dream
Been a while since I could allow myself to hope
Been a while since I tried to get up and make a difference
Been a while since I allowed myself to care about things of the day