I don’t want to


I didn’t want things to end this way
Like an explosion that blew up in front of me
Toxicity leaking all around and choking the life out of me
I see the life I had, but I want my current life

I don’t want to hurt any longer
The feelings that I tried to hide
The thoughts inside of my head welling up inside like a volcano
The time I spent in a marriage that you didn’t want to be in

I don’t want to live in the past
I don’t want to pretend it didn’t happen
The way you abused me and tried to tell me lies
The way you tried to bury me with your lack of good intentions

I don’t want to be a fake
I saw what it meant to live a double of life
I am making a choice, I will believe in love again
I am making a decision, and I choose to remember I will be loved by someone

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