Emotions flooding my mind…trying my best to understand…then it hits me like a whirl wind…I don’t have to have it all together…I don’t have to let everyone in…sometimes I feel overwhelmed…Other times I feel like I have broken free…Still other times I want to let it all out…and sometimes I want to hold things in…
Sometimes I feel like sharing everything…The times that I need to vent…it is like a dam was opened…Trying hard to understand why my brain is the way it is…The thoughts of ecstasy…the times when I don’t feel anything at all…would you tell me if you ever felt that way before…
The future is bright ahead…but sometimes I feel like I am looking behind me…hoping to change my past…thinking that somehow it would make me feel better…Sometimes I feel everything deeply…other times I got to pinch myself to see if I am awake…
Sometimes I feel all alone…like no one will ever understand to care enough…I can’t imagine going through this life alone…I still have my family…I know I have my friends…sometimes the voices in my head…are speaking to me louder than the present…