Written after seeing someone who hasn’t been my life in 7 years. I didn’t say anything. This is processing.
Did you think before you let me go…when things were just okay…that they had been what you dreamed of…when did the tables turn…did they tilt the way you hoped…you planned to destroy me with the lies…you told your team…to get your way…wasn’t the first time…]
Did things work out…yes better than I could have ever imagined…when you sealed the papers with silence…when I tried to reach out…the silence pierced by nothing but your knife in my back…when the time came to step up…I did and took responsibility for my actions…it was met with nothing…
Trying to make things work…but forgetting to care for myself…left me searching for recipricated love…but it never was met…because we were supposed to serve each other…when things got tough…you were nowhere to be found…the cries for help were yours…mine were cries for closure to this chapter…
Woke up today with a new sense of hope…a hope that had eluded me when we were together…when the weather was hot…I didn’t stay indoors…I decided to make a difference…tried to write my feelings down…and see who else can relate…maybe a song on the radio…that you can’t stop singing…