Written after losing a friend.
Is it just me or is this world strange and can be hurtful
Am I the only one who takes a stand for what I think is right and fair
Is it just me or is this world out to get me
Am I the only one who tries to stay one step ahead
So many emotions spread all over the road
So many feelings going through my mind
So many things I thought were okay
So many reasons that I thought I would learn to live another day
In my mind I see the logic of trying to keep things in order
In my heart is the place that the pieces are shattered
In my soul I feel a sense of loss but also relief
In the depths of my heart, I always will wonder the what ifs
Would you accept no for an answer
Would you be okay with being ignored for days
Would you try to reach out if you knew it would be met with silence
Would you try to process in your own special way