EMOTION : SCARED
When I have been anxious and afraid of the worst
Then I try to remember that the reasons I am is because you hurt me
Left me begging on my knees, but turning and walking away from me
Afraid to be real afraid you would break into my house and steal what was mine
I don’t mean to sound hypothetical, but to understand my hurt this part is critical
I don’t want the nightmares, because I am worth so much more than those
I don’t want to stay where I am, because that is where you left me
I don’t want to be afraid, but I want to move on from the pain
I know it won’t be easy but I know it will be worth it in the end
I know that I am meant to live, not to be weighed down by my anxiety
I know that deep inside I am hurting, because of the damage that you caused
I know when I begin to heal, I will begin to live and find my joy again
Being afraid is draining me of the strength I need to make it through the day
I know my anxiousness is not my fault, but I never thought I would need help
I know that my anxieties overwhelm me, but I know I can fly higher as I face them
I admit that I can’t do it on my own, because I need a team to love and support me