Written when I had a lot of unknowns about my car. Wondering if I could get my radio fixed.
BEGINNING FEELING: HOPELESS
If you ever thought of something that you cared about, would you be upset if it wasn’t working the way it was supposed to. Especially if you spent money to get it working the way you wanted it to. Accidents happen and warranties run out, but God’s love doesn’t have an expiration date.
So many times we feel helpless, when the things we are supposed to get help with fall apart. I don’t like putting the blame on myself or others but I do feel responsible if something doesn’t work out that should. There are many times we blame ourselves if something doesn’t go as we would have hoped.
I don’t know if I am making any sense I don’t know if anyone can relate to what I am saying. Sometimes we feel all alone in our sadness and we act as if we are isolated beyond what we have in our minds we should be.
My soul is tired. The weather is hot and humid. The times that I didn’t have much responsibility are over, time to make a difference but at the same time wanting things to stay the same. I don’t know why I feel the way I do.
END FEELING : SAD